Because deep breaths when you're a sobbing mess are virtually impossible. I'm done with taking medicine, I don't care. Just please don't send me back to the hospital.
Other worldly and different, too far on the side of sensitive. You may not understand me; but I see all of you so clearly and I understand every bit, even when I don't want to.
As much as I maintain control (Truth be told), I'm so far out of it, none of you even give a shit.
So consumed in the obscurity of your own mold. I've been coexisting as if that's the trick. Putting my mind, my form, my fullest attention on whoever, whatever, whenever & now I've lost me again.
Other worldly and different, too far on the side of sensitive. You may not understand me; but I see all of you so clearly and I understand every bit, even when I don't want to.
As much as I maintain control (Truth be told), I'm so far out of it, none of you even give a shit.
So consumed in the obscurity of your own mold. I've been coexisting as if that's the trick. Putting my mind, my form, my fullest attention on whoever, whatever, whenever & now I've lost me again.